The double life of living between studying and working.
I don't know it's pretty messed up.
Not sure which I should hold on to.
Sitting here getting instructions by lecturer, carry my haversack home next thing you know you have appointments.

Not knowing what to do next.
My mind is on my money.
Making millions.
But here I was back to reality,
I had to study for my diploma.

I dont know sometimes I just felt like letting this go.
Work hard to increase my bank account.
Rather than sitting here, getting assignments.
Getting remarks with the work I do.
I dont care about what you think,
You need to change this?
Go ahead here's my soft copy.
I just want to paint and design what I want.
It didnt matter if it sucks.
It's just a way of expressing and releasing.

But then again.
The real world.
What was I suppose to be prepared about?
Making web in the future?
I was planning on hiring people though..

Where's the details?
You're still lacking on this.
Bah.. Yeah i get it.
Look at the hours I spend on this and others.
Duh..
Not even 24 hours.

There are people who didnt understand.

I know the path I get might probably make me lose the people I know now.
But it's a good thing to know who your real friends are after all.
There are many people would laugh or think Im crazy when I'm talking about making millions.

Some people dont even earn that amount in their whole life.
I get it.
I'm logical and realistic.

But this is the truth.

It really can happen.
It's not a myth.
Its a proven fact.

And I want to walk the road my parents did.
It took them 12+ years to earn their first USDmill.
But i wanna take less than that.

Diploma or cash?

I would love to choose cash.



I didnt want to be part of a rich family status.
I want to be rich by my hardwork.
It didnt make much sense if I got to get anything I want not by my effort.

You're 19 you're still young.

Is the kinda bullshyt I hate to hear.

I wanna be young and rich.



Go on living your ordinary life.

Chao.