looking for.. when you find... you act stupid... you feel weird... you wanna go over... but you don't know should you... you don't know what will happen... at the same time your not sure... you beginning to worry what if... but you're happy (i guess)... you're lost... you think differently..........

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-Holiday is coming to an end... have to go back to school back to the same old thing like every new year... meet new teacher, new friends(maybe), sitting beside people you don't want to......
-Homework, exam, homework, exam...... PMR, and some major exam next year... PMR have study yourself, school teacher not teaching you anything that's the prob with Chinese school.......

-Didn't really enjoy this year Christmas.... felt like some normal day haiz... didn't have family members all gathered together kinda stuff....

-i did caroling ahaha... not sure why... all i could say my voice.... i can't sing! that's the worst part... but it's pretty fun though...
-both my sis is leaving! it's gonna be so weird without them..... it will be like the only child now that's bad....

-won't be going for the watch night service thing.... not around.. so i guess i won't count down for new year....

-never really did anything this holiday........ what a waste...

-i slim down a little already!!!!! but still not growing tall.... i realize i was getting fatter because of HUP SENG biscuits don't touch that people!! i mean but that's what i eat for breakfast every morning before i go to school..... but now not anymore...
-having this weird feeling again... arg! thats life i guess..... but i'm gonna just stay this way... after all that exprerice i had and just pray.

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-Holiday is coming to an end... have to go back to school back to the same old thing like every new year... meet new teacher, new friends(maybe), sitting beside people you don't want to......

-Homework, exam, homework, exam...... PMR, and some major exam next year... PMR have study yourself school not teaching you anything thats the prob with chinese school.......

-Didn't really enjoy this year christmas.... felt like some normal day haiz... didn't have family members all gathered togerther kinda stuff....

-i did caroling ahaha... not sure why... all i could say my voice.... i can't sing! thats the worst part... but it's pretty fun though...

-both my sis is leaving! it's gonna be so weird without them..... it will be like the only child now thats bad....

-won't be going for the watch night service thing.... not around.. so i guess i won't count down for new year....

-never really did anything this holiday........ what a waste...

-i slim down a little already!!!!! but still not growing tall.... i realize i was getting fatter become of HUP SENG biskuts don't touch that people!! i mean but thats what i eat for breakfast every morning before i go to school..... but now not anymore...
♥PEACE OUT..

Day 1

Went to the airport to go to penang, i was pretty excited cause it's my first time sitting an airplane. I sat once when i was really young but i couldn't remember...



when we're in the airplane, it started to fly. When you look down the lights look so awsome! When we were about to reach it rain a little..
Finally! We reach safely... Hallelujah

When we walked out of the airport my dad's friend willing fetch us to fill our stomach, after that we went to the hotel, when we got there the Christmas deco was all done. So we check in my parents one room, me and my sisters got one whole room to ourselves.


















Day 2
The next day, my dad wake us up by calling our room... We went to wash up one by one and then we walked to a shop near by to get something to eat while waiting for my aunt to come and pick us up, not long my aunt arrived with her daughter then we finish our food and woop got into the car and went to eat breakfast , it was a shop/house kinda thing, only sell two item ipoh curry mee and kuey teow theng. Pretty good..

After eating we went to a shop which they got really cheap clothes which you have to go and hunt to find a nice one, while waiting for the fitting room my aunt called me to try some shoes it looks like crocs shoes but a little different and it cost like 20 bucks. So i took one. So after trying and decide to buy them. And next we go for food again.. ahaha


When we got there, we went to one shop, their neighbor shop actually had a really big tree which i guess grow too tall so they cut the roof a big hole and just kept growing it was like at the middle of nowhere really cool though not sure why i didn't took a photo of it....

While waiting for the food i ask my mum to go with me to behind the shop to take photos, and there was a door opened the other side so we walked over there to take a look it was a abandon house it was burned as you could see the wood was really burn till it was like charcoal it was quite creepy i must say.. but the funny part was the shop had this sign writing toilet---> but everyone miss their turn cause there was a big machine bloking the way so everyone went to the house there and they had this confuse face and they point at the place and start asking "厕所？厕所在哪里啊?" Thank god they never pee there... ahahha... ^^

When the food came it was quite full on the table we said our grace and then makan makan... when we were eating the crab everyone hands was all covered with sos, my cousin stained her clothes.... pretty good food...

After food we cross the road and just look around when you walked closer you could see the sea and there were many many boats there.. after that we went back to the car and went for some desserts yum yum... When we got down off the car i saw these granma panties really classic.. ahah... so we walked over to the place they park beside the road two long table and a few chaires and done... even the table had grown mushroom way cute... but what wasn't cute was snails... yukyuk.... they had bees all around their stuff must be real se-weet... it was nice and refreshing..^^ after that we went back to the hotel and get ready for the wedd...

After bathing it was super cold! i wore my dress didn't like the bottom part.. when we got there the wedding couple were taking their photos.. so we sat and wait................ after that my uncle pass me his precious cam to me and told me to hold for him, so i stood there holding it while he walked away to get some things done.. So i took his cam and return him and he told me take la~ And i was like huh? My sis add she say cannot... So my uncle say take take.. ^^ So woopi aha...

The toilet was really nice, when you step in there it was yellowish light the floor was small little black and white with weird shape but its pretty cool, vintage style~

the wedding when on programs when on so did the food.. when everything was over they on dancing songs so everyone could dance... it was really funny and shocking to see my parents dance felt like they were letting out their stress or something it was super funny... everyone dance for so long but as time pass the song was pretty boring so they plan to go somewhere else just near by... so we left and say goodbye we walk to our opposite the music was super loud we walk into one place didn't like it it was full of smoke the way they talk with the mic didn't like it so we left and just walk around.. not long we left and head straight to our hotel....









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Day 3
We woke up and went to eat in some dim som shop to meet up with my 2 uncle and aunt... while waiting i took photos of the food.. when i on the camera again it say memory card error.. not again! why?! first thing came to mind was the pictures!! but i couldn't do anything... so i didn't take any picture after that... but thank god my cousin had extra sd card so she lend me ^^ and thank god the pics were still around ....
This is so good!

Day 4
It was time to leave penang and go back to jb.. haiz.... went to walk around the beach and say goodbye... off to the airport and that was it.... Say hello to jb....

Adorable
It was a Thursday night when i thought maybe i should go to my cousin house since I'm going to my primary school the next day. So i called her up and say hey, can i go to your house now? I'll be there soon ya? Immediately she say sure! So i pack my bag and I'm off.
When i got there i saw my cousin sister holding a small puppy super adorable! It's less than 1 year, she said that she giving to her friend as a gift. So she's gonna bring it to school.
I carried it and put it on my lap immediately he fall asleep.

When we went to her room she told me, hey he haven't pee or shit since i pick him up today, I'm afraid he would simply pee on the floor. So we thought maybe we will wait for him to let out some stuff first. While waiting we played, and used "breath right" it wasn't comfortable.. So waited and waited and finally! On 2 something am he finally let his first pee since he was here. So we put him in the box and went to sleep.

While i was dreaming, my dream poff! And i felt something wet, and had this disgusting sound, he was licking my face >.<>.< ... couldn't sleep anymore, i put him back to the box he still wanna come out, so i wake my cousin up, so both of us was awake, waiting for time to pass. We chat till it was 5 something. I went to bathe and get dress so when i was about to go out of the room and reach out to my cousin suddenly i heard blek~I look at my cousin her face was in shock, all i could think was did he just pu? My cousin burst into laughter i took a few step out to see, he was there with that pose still trying to get some more out, and finally he's done. And guess what, we had to clear it... Oh my...The bus was coming so we were thinking of where to put him, last minute we choose to put in my bag, and off we go.

When we went down the bus to change bus to uncle called me and told me "hey! 4 dollars!!" I stared at him with my eyes wide open he look look at me like duh 4 dollars hurry up~ Then he add"4 dollars to school 4 dollars back" that mean 8 dollars! What is wrong with him?! "some people 7 dollars up and down each i give you 4, some more you never inform me" Lier i thought to myself but i know it's wrong.And he add another which make me and cousin really angry, "You give me the dog then you no need to give any money" My cousin raise her voice so expensive you crazy?! I took wallet out then me and my cousin got the same thought she whisper in my ear saying "we give him 4 never mind later when we go home we run down the bus don't care about him. So i took my money and gave him and stare at him (don't try to trick me and think i'm stupid let's see who was the real stupid one muahaha~ )

In the bus the puppy started acting weird like he knows we are giving him away. When i reach school then i saw Hui fang we both walk together with my cousin to her class room. When we were there we took the puppy to show her friend everyone gather together looking so fascinated about it. After that i put him back to my bag and went to visit some teacher, no offence but some became prettier, fatter, some stuck in time. (don't kill me just being honest). Later we went to meet fang friends when we go and look, the guard chase us out. When we walk out she saw her friend we walk up to them then i sat on the banch i take the puppy out then pour out milk for him but he didn't want, i guess he went emo. I kept the food then the guard told us we allowed to go in. We went to to cantin and eat and chat, I took him out and put him at the table still sleeping, i went to buy food, when i came back i took my food and put on the table, i guess the smell was so strong the puppy wanted to eat it i took my plate up up and started laughing so i put him at the other side, and eat. We took picture............................................................ Kinda lazy to write >.<
Anyway, we didn't gave the dog cause fang wanted it and i don't think it's a good condition to give it away now he's emo-ing! When i went out of the school to wait for them to finish school, fang and her friends went home already. I took out the puppy, something about the dog just attract attention whoever pass by will come and touch the dog and smile from small kids to old people wow~ Amazing. It's really different from other dog i see don't count my max. haha~
Anyway it was in a good mood after i told him we are not sending him away it's like they understand immidietly it went high-po!
When we were in the bus, when we were about to reaching home, i carried to puppy and called my cousin's house the maid answer i say"cepat buka pintu cepat buka pintu!!" feels like i'm one of the S.W.A.T team. when we reach we went down and he say 4 dolloars 4 dollars! like he was selling some food in the market. I didn't turn back but my cousin did she say
"what?! give you already!!"
"no you did not."
"What?!" I say
"give me now!"
"no i'm not going to, call my father la!~"My cousin replied.
"you remember this, i will count in your bus fees"
"i don't care, i tell my father"
I add "!" as in they were shouting, but my cousin say it politely. Too much, that bus uncle haiz...
Anyway... We did lots of thing at home, i had so much fun. We also put jasper the puppy at all sorts of weird places and took picture of it.
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The next day my cousin came to my house to stay she stayed till sunday. We went to church, cs.. It was sunday morning, the alarm wake us up, i ask my mum if i could go to the park but she say if you wanna go you should go earlier. Immidiately we went to brush out teeth and wear our pj and went out to walk to the park. We sat the swing........... As time pass by my cousin mum called and say "if no one wants the dog i put it back to the guard house i called rachel's parents and they say they don't want so i'm putting it back"
I tried to find lots of way but nothing seems to work. I felt so bad it's like i should treat it so good, now put him back there and let the guard torture. I had this relationship with this dog and it's gone just like that not even saying good bye to it.
Everytime my bus pass by the guard house i'll try my luck to see him but i never did till now... I miss him so much.....
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She gave me a letter, she put it in my desk when i took my file on top my file there was a letter and it had my name written on it i knew who it was given from, it's akward to read cause she was just behind me doing her things. I wasn't ready to open it but i waited till school end. When the bell ring i walked alone to the bus on my way i saw her and my friend having fun. When i got up the bus the first thing i did was open the envolpe she told me she was sorry but sorry won't cure, let's be like how we were when we were form 1 i taught to myself strangers? No way?! When i continue she wrote i been good without you for these few days. (It's should be weeks) I hope you feel the same, but i will still remember the story you told me about twilight and the jokes we shared together.
So i guess i will still be alone doing my things, thank god i kinda like it. But of course i still have some friends. Just one wrong move will change everthing. It was my fault i did a mistake now i can't undo it anymore.
Thanks Sam! I'm kinda over it and thinking positive, thanks for letting me say how i feel. Not sure do you fine me kinda irritating, but again thanks. You're kinda right bout the dignity thingi. She's ego. But i don't blame her everyone has theirs.






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