Things changes.
People changes.
We grow up.

We adjust to each other life style.
We become use to each other.
We invite and accept new comers in our life.
But sometimes new comers will never be the same as the one we used to have.
But we try to love them when the ones you love, loves them.
That's how we naturally react.

Though we will be protective like a lion protecting it's food.
We will track you down like a wolf.
Aft all this is our territory.
If you ever do anything to them, We'll hunt you down.
But sometimes we can't do tat when we realize our enemy is our pack lover.

When We hurt our enemy we would also hurt our love ones.
But I'll terrify you with my stare and hurt you in your dreams.
Those decision we make.
Those silly mistakes.
Love makes us blind.
Its hard to be thorn apart between lover and friends.

But i tell you, in the end, the pack will be here for you.
But I'll watch you suffer,
and when i think you're about to only have your last breath I'll help you.
Aft all you should feel that pain before i forgive you.
But i tell you,
the reason I'll give in is because the pack will be there to convince me and i love them.
All of them, nothing will step in the way.
I'll stand up for them.
I won't put my head down like a dog when he holds a stick.
Instead I'll be like a wolf, stepping in front and let him know if he can't accept this he should leave.

The things we've gone through is it really worth it to let a newcomer change us?
But all i can say is damage is done.
I'll send you vision of the past to let you know you've got it wrong.
You can patch it up but its not the same anymore.

Its like taking a cloth to cover the hole made on the blanket,
You can't see it but beneath it there's still a hole in there.


Things constantly are changing we just gotta accept and adjust to it.


This is life.

 

I don't know what we have.
I don't know what we are.
I don't know what we had.
I don't know what we were doing.
I don't know what are we waiting for.

I don't know what am I waiting for.
I don't know what am I trying to do.
I don't know what am I holding on for.

I don't know what the heck are you thinking.
I don't know what the heck we had suppose to mean.
I don't know what the heck was this a misunderstanding.
I don't know what the heck you were looking at.
I don't know what the heck I felt but it felt real, even from the start.

But,
I know I can't get enough.
I know I'm addicted.
I know I'm crazy.
I know I'm living on a thin glass, don't break it.
I know I'm living on that tiny hope.
I know I want you.
I know I keep making silly mistake.
I know I keep freaking out.
I know I become stupid when you're around, mind blank.
I know I become selfless.
I know I'm really into you.

I know you might know.
I know you might avoid.
I know you might want it too.
I know you might think I'm annoying.
I know you might be clueless.
I know you might be shy.
I know you might feel disgusted.
I know you might not know.

Either way,
I know you're not who they say you are.
I'm holding on to this hope because I truly believe in it.