The urge to go for it. I want it. It distract me in class. Can't sleep. But just thinking. I want it. We want it. We will pray for it. We will make it. We will run away from here. Away from people who judge me and curse my future. I will go it. I will act and get it. No experience but there's a fire burning in my heart and i want it badly. I don't know can i make it but i will go for it. You can't stop me. Regina you wanna come i won't stop you, we will go together. You will be there to comfort me if i don't get it, we'll shout out loud when i get it. From that day on you will help me up. We both know what's our future we feel and see it. It feel so real. It's kinda crazy the things we think it made us laugh. Going insane. We say it's too much but yet we want it. It might just be a thought but we know we want that. We will find our way.