Going back to be who I used to be.
This is not the change I want.
This is not who I want to be.
This is not gonna work anyhow.
I don't give a fu*k about what other people thinks.
I have my friends.
And that's all I need.
I don't need anyone new around me.
I don't need people who don't give a fuck about me.
I don't need people who thinks I'm crazy.
I don't need people like those.
Don't ask or tell anyone why I'm cold or rude to you.
That's just who I am.
That's just who I used to be.
I can bring it all back because I can.
I can build that wall up in just a few seconds.
Because I can.
I let it down because people was scared of me.
And I was often misunderstood.
But who gives a fu*k that's just me.
You don't dare to take that step then just don't.
You're just a afraid to challenge yourself.
Scared?
Then just stay away.
We all can be strangers as usual.
I have what I need and it's enough for me.
If I look at you expressionless just know that's just my face.
Face it.
Maybe I'm not made for whatever I'm in love with.
Maybe I'll just one of those audience who just sit there and watch rather than be the one being watched.
Maybe I'm just made to admire the people who can.
Maybe I'll never make it.
Maybe I'm just a failure.
Maybe I'm just in love with things I can't have.
Maybe everything it's just a dream.
Maybe I should be more positive.
Maybe I shouldn't give up.
Maybe I'm just a stage of being extremely confuse.
Maybe I should just go on.
Maybe I just need time.
Maybe I just need to keep practicing.
Maybe I should just stop bringing myself down.
Maybe it's time to chin up and be on the game.
Maybe it's just a dream for now.
I'll live it.
I'll skate.
I'll surf.
I'll enter.
I'll prove them wrong.
I'll make them realize it's not just a teenage dream.
I'll make them realize they laughed at the wrong person.
I'll make it.
I just that extra support and hug.
I won't give up.
What they say about aliens are true.
I live in their world almost everyday.
Six days a week.
I stare at them at most hours or so.
They give us a total of 45-60 minutes break to look away from them.
They have their own thinking.
They wanna eat our human brains.
But they act like they're the best.
While wearing their human suits.
Only the people in the movement know what's going on.
The people out there are sold.
They're con by the lies of the aliens.
They believe they're the best.
But we know.
We- the one acting like we're supporting the aliens.
They're trying to brain wash us.
Only the strong one, the stubborn one will survive.
They act so innocent. So awesome.
But they're just aliens in disguise.
The planet from out of space landed on earth close to a century.
Nobody notices, only the one who can't fit in realize it.
They tired to warn the others,
But it's too late.
They're just looked at us saying,
"You got to change your mindset."
We would say
"Look who's talking?"
And they will just stare at us and walk away,
Thinking we're crazy.
I guess the feeling is absolutely mutual.
We are the few who know.
We are the few who tries to run away.
We are the few who feel disgusted about it.
We are the few who constantly trying to fight it.
We are the few who try warn others.
We are the few who try to survive.
We are the few who think that they're absolutely nuts.
We are the few who can see what's under that mask of theirs.
We are the few who hate you much.
We are the few who are looking you with a smile but thinking of way to destroy you.
We are the few who know your plan.
We are the few who try to make a riot.
We are the few who are leaving without your poison.
We are the few who won't take your injections.
We are the few who will be your fail project.
To those who are still not there,
I warn you,
don't go near the seaside.
Their seaside.
They're not hiding.
They're huge.
You can see them.
You heard them talking about it.
You could see where they are, just open your eyes.
Save yourself before it's too late.
They're community.
I would love to tell you but I can't.
But I'll hint.
Free Your Helpless Soul.
I know I turn out to something you never expected.
I know you don't really want to support whatever I'm doing.
I know you want me to be better.
I know you know better.
I know you wish I had other dreams.
I know you're worry about me.
I know you're impressed about my talent.
I know you want me to focus on my studies first.
I know you wished I never like what I like now.
I know you think it's just a teenage dream.
I know you're speechless about it.
But,
I know what I want.
I know I can do both at the same time.
I know I'm capable of it.
I know I make you worry but,
I know I can do it.
I know it can happen.
I know that this is what I want.
I know that you don't support me.
I know it will happen.
I know I just have to go for it, reach for it.
I know I'll make it.
I know I will live it.
I know I would have obstacles along the way.
I know I'll go through it.
I know it's not just a dream,
But the future.
