It's.. Oh Saturday. Ha. I'm well.. Sitting front of the computer. Obviously. Ha. Things been well.. Dull.. Boring. Sucks. Well, only one thing for sure I'm awake from it. I'm really awake from it. What was thinking? ha. Anyways.. It's over. :(:) ha. Now I feel like how he feels, ______. Yup, that's the word. I feel dead. Gloomy. For no reason. I thought I should happy. Ha. Well, i guess not.
Mum always say she's a useless mother. Always blaming herself. Well, she don't that so often anymore. But for sure I know she's wrong. I'm the useless one. Ha. I failed being good child. I always think as long you show them and give love that would enough. But of course which parent wouldn't wanna see their child having good grades good result. Flying colors. Ya those they're bullshit to me. What does those number or grades means huh? Are they really that smart? Ha for sure they have good memory. Ya I know I sound like an idiot. You're probably thinking "oh gosh this child she doesn't know what she's saying?" or maybe "sigh.. Rachel what are you thinking eh? " blablablablabala... You know just let me say what want, this my blog you a*#.... never mind will skip that.. Sigh.. Sorry mum, I know it's been years since I brought back good results for you guys. Um.. How long was that.. I can't even do the math.. Oh ya 7 years ago ha. That's way shit. I'm sorry. I failed. But what the use saying it's not like I'm going change right? Ha. Hate me. Ha I bet you can't do that. I'm a child of Bs. Child who make your head dizzy. A child who never say good things. Well hey that's just me that my way joking I'm sure you that. I'm GL and sarcastic. Oh yeah~ Like it babay~ Laugh... Laugh Laugh just laugh you idiot. Whoever you are.
I'm not good at lot things. I'm just average. I went for running competition and never got back a medal. My guitar skills is not going anywhere. My result. Let's skip that. What else.. OH sorry dad i know you told me to always good things. Okay fine I'm amazing. I'm beautiful. I'm smart. I'm talented. Ha. oops. I just lied. I just sinned. Sorry. Forgive me? haahahahaha.. I'm sick in the head. Shot me ha. No I don't mean it. Just a joke. Shut up..
Ahh.. I feel so better now. Signing off! Bye peeps. Have a great weekend. I know you will ;)
