I've just felt like telling you how i feel, i thought you would comfort me when i needed someone but in the end you misunderstood me. But you don't need to bring Regin into the picture. This is just a conversation we're having I'm just being honest, but you didn't get my meaning. You foolish. Yeah alright keep acting like that you know I can do the same to you, seriously.
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You know what people, just Thank the lord for everything He has done in our life. It doesn't matter is it bad or good. Just thank Him. He's amazing awesome lovely. Everything that happens in our life has a reason. We just gotta find the reason to it you know. It's doesn't matter if you were hurt by your love ones or some one you love or business prob or maybe family. Just pray about it and believe it.
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I think i got the answer to it. Guess i was just to elated and forgot about it. Maybe cause i never experience this before till now. I finally get i found the missing piece. That's great and awful really. It's like there's something inside that want to come out but it's just stuck there i hate it. Feel so suffocated. Darn... She has become transparent to you. You couldn't see her but you could feel her you know her presence was there, but you couldn't see her maybe you could you just don't want too. She just some stranger to you.
Thank you for everything. Appreciate it a lot. The every little things. Thanks. Nice to know that. Though it was just two months but there's a lot things right issac? regin? yea. Two predictions. Or maybe not even in there. Maybe that's just you. Yea cause i don't know you. You're hard, you can go both ways. Isaac knows that. At least i was happy at that time. You might think this is the way then you're wrong cause you don't know me well too. Guess we're even. This way you only make me worst. Not as in hurt, this is nothing.
It's exam time so let's put this a side i hope i can and oh i guess it's not let's, it's just me. Anyway, yea that word again thanks.
-It was one day when she's was in the bus on her way home. Looking outside the fogged up window while the rain drops clear the it up, her hands cross trying to keep herself warm. While looking outside she was thinking about how bleesed she is. She's so blessed with many things. A almost perfect family, wonderful sisters, cute parents. Lovely friends especialy one of them. Nice house. Kinda cool talent. Beautiful eyes. And many things more..
She thought about her history what she been through, it still make her shivers inside. But of course she makes sure she learn from her mistakes. She thinks sometimes God make you go through something so you won't make it happen again in the future. And of course she did, and her life was good, smooth. Till right now, she's confuse she doesn't know what to do, it suppose to be a good thing. But with a little twist, she's so eleted when she heard the news not long everything was different, she was afraid she don't know who to turn to but her closest friend. She comfort her and told her not to worry and told her not to think so much. She listen and came back stronger ignoring whatever was going to stop her. As time passed by things got worse, now she turn to whoever she trusted, everyone just told her go for it, it's okay. She's knows thats what she should do, but there's just something stoping her from it. - Wrote this a few weeks back, I don't know what's next. couldn't remember..
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Come to think about it there's lots of things... for me yea thanks. Gosh lately i feel so gross! Not me, feel so stupid seriously.. haha... You get what i mean isaac?(Always laugh at me when i go "gaga" haha) but ya know i guess we all go through that tehee.. Things are going to be fine. I guess... Alright chow.. Byes.
