Adorable
It was a Thursday night when i thought maybe i should go to my cousin house since I'm going to my primary school the next day. So i called her up and say hey, can i go to your house now? I'll be there soon ya? Immediately she say sure! So i pack my bag and I'm off.
When i got there i saw my cousin sister holding a small puppy super adorable! It's less than 1 year, she said that she giving to her friend as a gift. So she's gonna bring it to school.
I carried it and put it on my lap immediately he fall asleep.

When we went to her room she told me, hey he haven't pee or shit since i pick him up today, I'm afraid he would simply pee on the floor. So we thought maybe we will wait for him to let out some stuff first. While waiting we played, and used "breath right" it wasn't comfortable.. So waited and waited and finally! On 2 something am he finally let his first pee since he was here. So we put him in the box and went to sleep.

While i was dreaming, my dream poff! And i felt something wet, and had this disgusting sound, he was licking my face >.<>.< ... couldn't sleep anymore, i put him back to the box he still wanna come out, so i wake my cousin up, so both of us was awake, waiting for time to pass. We chat till it was 5 something. I went to bathe and get dress so when i was about to go out of the room and reach out to my cousin suddenly i heard blek~I look at my cousin her face was in shock, all i could think was did he just pu? My cousin burst into laughter i took a few step out to see, he was there with that pose still trying to get some more out, and finally he's done. And guess what, we had to clear it... Oh my...The bus was coming so we were thinking of where to put him, last minute we choose to put in my bag, and off we go.

When we went down the bus to change bus to uncle called me and told me "hey! 4 dollars!!" I stared at him with my eyes wide open he look look at me like duh 4 dollars hurry up~ Then he add"4 dollars to school 4 dollars back" that mean 8 dollars! What is wrong with him?! "some people 7 dollars up and down each i give you 4, some more you never inform me" Lier i thought to myself but i know it's wrong.And he add another which make me and cousin really angry, "You give me the dog then you no need to give any money" My cousin raise her voice so expensive you crazy?! I took wallet out then me and my cousin got the same thought she whisper in my ear saying "we give him 4 never mind later when we go home we run down the bus don't care about him. So i took my money and gave him and stare at him (don't try to trick me and think i'm stupid let's see who was the real stupid one muahaha~ )

In the bus the puppy started acting weird like he knows we are giving him away. When i reach school then i saw Hui fang we both walk together with my cousin to her class room. When we were there we took the puppy to show her friend everyone gather together looking so fascinated about it. After that i put him back to my bag and went to visit some teacher, no offence but some became prettier, fatter, some stuck in time. (don't kill me just being honest). Later we went to meet fang friends when we go and look, the guard chase us out. When we walk out she saw her friend we walk up to them then i sat on the banch i take the puppy out then pour out milk for him but he didn't want, i guess he went emo. I kept the food then the guard told us we allowed to go in. We went to to cantin and eat and chat, I took him out and put him at the table still sleeping, i went to buy food, when i came back i took my food and put on the table, i guess the smell was so strong the puppy wanted to eat it i took my plate up up and started laughing so i put him at the other side, and eat. We took picture............................................................ Kinda lazy to write >.<
Anyway, we didn't gave the dog cause fang wanted it and i don't think it's a good condition to give it away now he's emo-ing! When i went out of the school to wait for them to finish school, fang and her friends went home already. I took out the puppy, something about the dog just attract attention whoever pass by will come and touch the dog and smile from small kids to old people wow~ Amazing. It's really different from other dog i see don't count my max. haha~
Anyway it was in a good mood after i told him we are not sending him away it's like they understand immidietly it went high-po!
When we were in the bus, when we were about to reaching home, i carried to puppy and called my cousin's house the maid answer i say"cepat buka pintu cepat buka pintu!!" feels like i'm one of the S.W.A.T team. when we reach we went down and he say 4 dolloars 4 dollars! like he was selling some food in the market. I didn't turn back but my cousin did she say
"what?! give you already!!"
"no you did not."
"What?!" I say
"give me now!"
"no i'm not going to, call my father la!~"My cousin replied.
"you remember this, i will count in your bus fees"
"i don't care, i tell my father"
I add "!" as in they were shouting, but my cousin say it politely. Too much, that bus uncle haiz...
Anyway... We did lots of thing at home, i had so much fun. We also put jasper the puppy at all sorts of weird places and took picture of it.
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The next day my cousin came to my house to stay she stayed till sunday. We went to church, cs.. It was sunday morning, the alarm wake us up, i ask my mum if i could go to the park but she say if you wanna go you should go earlier. Immidiately we went to brush out teeth and wear our pj and went out to walk to the park. We sat the swing........... As time pass by my cousin mum called and say "if no one wants the dog i put it back to the guard house i called rachel's parents and they say they don't want so i'm putting it back"
I tried to find lots of way but nothing seems to work. I felt so bad it's like i should treat it so good, now put him back there and let the guard torture. I had this relationship with this dog and it's gone just like that not even saying good bye to it.
Everytime my bus pass by the guard house i'll try my luck to see him but i never did till now... I miss him so much.....
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She gave me a letter, she put it in my desk when i took my file on top my file there was a letter and it had my name written on it i knew who it was given from, it's akward to read cause she was just behind me doing her things. I wasn't ready to open it but i waited till school end. When the bell ring i walked alone to the bus on my way i saw her and my friend having fun. When i got up the bus the first thing i did was open the envolpe she told me she was sorry but sorry won't cure, let's be like how we were when we were form 1 i taught to myself strangers? No way?! When i continue she wrote i been good without you for these few days. (It's should be weeks) I hope you feel the same, but i will still remember the story you told me about twilight and the jokes we shared together.
So i guess i will still be alone doing my things, thank god i kinda like it. But of course i still have some friends. Just one wrong move will change everthing. It was my fault i did a mistake now i can't undo it anymore.
Thanks Sam! I'm kinda over it and thinking positive, thanks for letting me say how i feel. Not sure do you fine me kinda irritating, but again thanks. You're kinda right bout the dignity thingi. She's ego. But i don't blame her everyone has theirs.






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