Officially sixteen. 

Sixteen. 

I'm not really matured yet.

My thinking. 

I don't know what I'm doing.

So much in mind but can't seem to do it.

Don't know what's holding me back,
I just didn't.

Not proud of my age for I have not achieved much.

I laugh everyday, 

laughing seems to take away most of my time.

Laughing over something you can't remember,

and it's a new day.

It's September now.
I'm not ready for many things.

Kept thinking about my dreams, my future and I've forgotten my present. 

I'm so worried.

But I found things to motivate me,
this time seems real.

I guess it's a good thing.

New start.

I said it probably 101 times.

This time it's official.