I didn't like her.

Yes, i was childish.

I didn't like her because of personal reason,

and because of that I started to look at the negative side of her.

But I think of what I thought it seems all wrong. 

When I see her I gave her a smile,

which made me feel like a bitch.

Sometimes I feel like grabbing her hair and whack her face on the wall.

and there was me being all mean again.

I don't want to be that type of girls.

I didn't want to be a bitch who thinks and acts like one.

But I didn't want to be a fake smiling at her.

But if I don't smile it isn't nice too.

So I thought maybe I should just be nice to her and not hate her, everyone has their weakness and I shouldn't hate her at the start. I'm just being plain mean. Change. First time hating people, feels weird. 

I guess we'll experience all types of things in life. 

after all I'm only sixteen!