I know I can't.

Never understand how I could be so dent.

I fell hard,

Into a pond full of fishes that had companion.

I was the only one left.

Some how I couldnt get out of this water but I'm emotionally burnt.

I'm sorry to mention that word to hold you back,

to push you away.

I laugh and acted happy that I did it, 

and it was meant to be.

I fell hard,

Hard on concrete floor while my heart gets tore.

I was the only one left.

Some how I choose not to stop breathing but I'm emotionally suffocating. 

I'm sorry to make you mention that word,

to push me away.

I took it lightly and acted glee.

and it was meant to be.

Because the only thing weren't meant to be was, us.

That word, wasnt a traverse. 

Time, wasn't on your hands but it was on mine.

It all meant to be this way,

I want it to be this way,

But I cant seem to feel gay.

I fell hard,

Hard on this situation while you caught me on guard.

I was the only one left.

Some how I choose not to let it occurred but I'm emotionally hurt.