In the end we're just human 

We cant control everything

God controls everything

We're just puppets thats trying to work hard for our life

We strive, we cry, we work

But we all still die

It is worth it?

Being fooled & control by what people mould life into

I work i strive 

It wast right, its wasnt common

Laughing at myself, rach working for her future. What a joke.

I did it

I feel good, i feel great

But when god change the card

The joke was on me,

I was the joke of the century 

Im back to phase one 

Now im questioning 

Whats this, whats right, whats the truth

Is it going to pay off?

I was an accident in reality 

but God had his reason to create me.

Everyday wishing if only new year eves didnt happen 

like i said we're just humans. 

We cant control everything

I dont want to do anything

'Just do ur best.' 

Yeah i sure fcking did

Now im just chocking at my stupidity

Worth it? What is really worth it

Some people just have it

I dont, and that make us strive harder than others

But what if i dont want to,

I dont care about the As or fcking certificate

I dont want to get a degree

I just want to find me, find out my purpose in life

Whats my role in this selfish fck up world 

Reality of jealousy and greed

We all strive so hard just to have more papers 

To keep ourselves safe and never satisfied.

Who started this rules?

We, human are just such a joke

We are all a joke.