People always say happy ever after. But do they really know what happen after that? Happy ending was just a start of something new.
Just one sentence and he just left her there. Alone. Waiting.
She waited for confirmation. She was confuse over everything. Wondering why all of the sudden he decided to just put this a break.
She had her pride. She waited for him to look for her. But he didn't.
She kept wanting to know what she did wrong. She tried to change hoping he would be back to love her like he used too.
Now wherever she went. Memories poured back into her mind. It hurts her badly. But she told herself to be strong and to hold on.
Everyday she hope she could see him. But he was never there.
She's still waiting for that moment he would come back to say how stupid he was. But part of her knew it was impossible.
She still counted the days they were together.
She wished this feeling would stop, but she love him too much. To the point it hurts.
She cries when something occurred her.
She blames herself again and again, and never blames him.
But, no matter how sad she was. She never hurt herself physically.
Which for me I thought was a good thing. No many girls would do that.
Seeing her like this at some point, I felt her pain. For some reason I just did.
She thinks he's probably avoiding all this.
He looks normal on the outside but is he in the inside?
He laughs everyday and talk bullshyt but is he really over it.
Probably he is or he wouldn't even did what he did at the start.
But does she knows what was he up to?
Does she knows he's talking to another girl? Does she know what he tells her?
If she does. I will feel even bad for her. But she should move on. That's the only way. After all he's not the type of guy she needs.
He's not that good after all but she needed him.
Girl, if he left you once he could left you twice.
Give it up.
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