I've just felt like telling you how i feel, i thought you would comfort me when i needed someone but in the end you misunderstood me. But you don't need to bring Regin into the picture. This is just a conversation we're having I'm just being honest, but you didn't get my meaning. You foolish. Yeah alright keep acting like that you know I can do the same to you, seriously.
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You know what people, just Thank the lord for everything He has done in our life. It doesn't matter is it bad or good. Just thank Him. He's amazing awesome lovely. Everything that happens in our life has a reason. We just gotta find the reason to it you know. It's doesn't matter if you were hurt by your love ones or some one you love or business prob or maybe family. Just pray about it and believe it.
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I think i got the answer to it. Guess i was just to elated and forgot about it. Maybe cause i never experience this before till now. I finally get i found the missing piece. That's great and awful really. It's like there's something inside that want to come out but it's just stuck there i hate it. Feel so suffocated. Darn... She has become transparent to you. You couldn't see her but you could feel her you know her presence was there, but you couldn't see her maybe you could you just don't want too. She just some stranger to you.

Thank you for everything. Appreciate it a lot. The every little things. Thanks. Nice to know that. Though it was just two months but there's a lot things right issac? regin? yea. Two predictions. Or maybe not even in there. Maybe that's just you. Yea cause i don't know you. You're hard, you can go both ways. Isaac knows that. At least i was happy at that time. You might think this is the way then you're wrong cause you don't know me well too. Guess we're even. This way you only make me worst. Not as in hurt, this is nothing.
It's exam time so let's put this a side i hope i can and oh i guess it's not let's, it's just me. Anyway, yea that word again thanks.

The plan worked smoothly. Everyone came.
Regin came to my house to stay till Sunday, well which was awesome obviously. She was happy to see my family. Haha.. We spent time chatting, taking photos... Nic did burger, it was yummy just nice.. Just that there wasn't enough ingredients in the burger.. McChicken is still the best wuahaha~ We took pictures in the guest room, shan was our photographer she off the lights and ask us to pose, we couldn't see anything but just the flash. Fun-one word to describe it, you should try it one day, seriously.
The next day, i woke up and went to the toilet when i went back to the bed regin smile at me i smile back and slept. Not long shan came in and told me to wake up and wash up and we did. We got there quite early.
We wait.chat.take pictures. Soon after that cynth came =) Around 8 something... Sigh we had to "morning call" ivan.. and i realize a way to wake people up! wuahaha.. next time can use that way.. haha..
After he reached we all went to the service, quite long that day... Kept repeating that song. Nice though.. Felt God's presence. Regin teared. After that we went to cs to makan, mum let me eat with them. We kept changing places.. from vivo>secert recipe>stone grill>sushi king... But i didn't enjoy it >.<>Regin went home at night, she join us for dinner and watch ghost adventures.. haha.. She kept using the pillow to cover her eyes... ------------------------------------------------------------------
Today. 19th april 10. What happen today.
School time.Slept in the bus. Was late. When for assembly. Tired. Chinese teacher caught me, but he's actually pretty good, he had his reasons. Did test. Happy. Laughed. Patient. Disappointed. worry. scared. Sad. Over joyed. hungry. feel good. glad. went back to last time. Miss it. Eat. smile. home.

-I really want this. I'm going for it-My dream. I will go for it. I will get it. No matter wad. Thanks for all your supports you know who you are. Thanks a lot appreciate it. Got my plans ready it's just a awesome plan i think. Mum please let me do this i know you will let me it's just that i want it now, right now. I don't wanna be famous i just want to act in films.-

Read regin's blog, teared haha.. really touching. When i make it i'm so gonna miss you guys! The laughter we have, laughing over small little stuff. Taking random photos. So gonna miss Regin laughter-classic. Cynthia, i won't be siting beside you anymore it's okay if we get scolding by teacher that we chat cause we wouldn't get to chat in class anymore. fang though we have some things before sorry but we're good now. Haven't been laughing with you for a long time can't believe we could laugh for more than half an hour non stop, Insane. Just when i got to know everyone better in class i got other plans. Got scolding from Malay teacher, not easy to be her assistant i did my best.

This whole acting thing is really crazy, sometimes i just wanna stand up in class and go "whoo! I'm so excited!'" yea probably will be send to the discipline office after that.

Marc say my plan it's kinda cool haha.. i think it's super cool! Cynthia thinks it's great. Could see regina don't want to let me leave at the same time she wants me to go. I know it's too sudden but it's now or too late. Oh how i wish someone will just take me away and just go.
If it's official that i can leave I'm gonna just have fun and go crazy oh yea. Can i do something to the teachers? Okay maybe not though i still have 26 points. Maybe i should skip that.. hmm.. Will think about that later. Gonna teach cynth and regin guitar on wed sounds like i'm a pro haha.. nah i'm not really, i learn it myself how good can i get? I wanna drums, skateboard, piano and graffiti . Drumschurch too. Graffiti<>
Gosh haven't type such long blog for a long time.. Signing off now! Take care=)
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