-It was one day when she's was in the bus on her way home. Looking outside the fogged up window while the rain drops clear the it up, her hands cross trying to keep herself warm. While looking outside she was thinking about how bleesed she is. She's so blessed with many things. A almost perfect family, wonderful sisters, cute parents. Lovely friends especialy one of them. Nice house. Kinda cool talent. Beautiful eyes. And many things more..

She thought about her history what she been through, it still make her shivers inside. But of course she makes sure she learn from her mistakes. She thinks sometimes God make you go through something so you won't make it happen again in the future. And of course she did, and her life was good, smooth. Till right now, she's confuse she doesn't know what to do, it suppose to be a good thing. But with a little twist, she's so eleted when she heard the news not long everything was different, she was afraid she don't know who to turn to but her closest friend. She comfort her and told her not to worry and told her not to think so much. She listen and came back stronger ignoring whatever was going to stop her. As time passed by things got worse, now she turn to whoever she trusted, everyone just told her go for it, it's okay. She's knows thats what she should do, but there's just something stoping her from it. - Wrote this a few weeks back, I don't know what's next. couldn't remember..

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