The urge to go for it. I want it. It distract me in class. Can't sleep. But just thinking. I want it. We want it. We will pray for it. We will make it. We will run away from here. Away from people who judge me and curse my future. I will go it. I will act and get it. No experience but there's a fire burning in my heart and i want it badly. I don't know can i make it but i will go for it. You can't stop me. Regina you wanna come i won't stop you, we will go together. You will be there to comfort me if i don't get it, we'll shout out loud when i get it. From that day on you will help me up. We both know what's our future we feel and see it. It feel so real. It's kinda crazy the things we think it made us laugh. Going insane. We say it's too much but yet we want it. It might just be a thought but we know we want that. We will find our way.

School school school.. turns out my teachers was fine.... English teacher is so cute~ Nothing awesome happen lately.... Just activities are killing me! Busy everyday.... non stop.... Haiz... can't wait Budd and shan shan to come home^^ I'm waiting ya~ Love ya all!

After all the hard work of begging and praying i was able to go to my super awesome Green Day concert!!! Wah~ can't believe i'm still crazy over it... i wanna request and ask them to come again.. Who's with me?!
The concert was super crazy it was so squeeze , sweaty.... but who cares.. The sad thing was i drop my ticket!! Arg!!! still mad with myself............. the only thing i have was a tissue... haiz.... But i'm telling you it's worth it!

yea.. i got the tissue...

I didn't take this pic but it's so nice love this picture~

-Back to how things are-Gotta prepare more paper to scibble-choose the best sit in class-
Arg! Have to go back to school tomorrow!!! I don't want!.... I haven't wash my school shoe haven't cut my hair... >.<

Just came back from kl... woke up 6.30 am....

tomorrow the only thing i'm looking forward is to meet my friends! woopi! FINALLY.

Nic and shan won't be home yet>.<>At least i got my parents and a friend hahaha~

green day green day green day!! wait for me! haahah~ (like they would know) i have to go man! hopefully dad will let me go there.. come on i got a friend with me nothing to worry la, i'll be save~ Finally have someone to go with me hahahah~ but its kinda expensive.. thank God i had enough^^

-not sure why i always have the thought of how good if i was a boy, not sure why hahaha... dressing will be so much easier! anyone agree with me haha~ i guess only shan... shan do you? but at the same time it's nice to be a girl... oh whatever God made me this way.. i should be happy^^ enough with the crap!-

*Hope my new teacher would be good.... better than before.... *

looking for.. when you find... you act stupid... you feel weird... you wanna go over... but you don't know should you... you don't know what will happen... at the same time your not sure... you beginning to worry what if... but you're happy (i guess)... you're lost... you think differently..........

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-Holiday is coming to an end... have to go back to school back to the same old thing like every new year... meet new teacher, new friends(maybe), sitting beside people you don't want to......
-Homework, exam, homework, exam...... PMR, and some major exam next year... PMR have study yourself, school teacher not teaching you anything that's the prob with Chinese school.......

-Didn't really enjoy this year Christmas.... felt like some normal day haiz... didn't have family members all gathered together kinda stuff....

-i did caroling ahaha... not sure why... all i could say my voice.... i can't sing! that's the worst part... but it's pretty fun though...
-both my sis is leaving! it's gonna be so weird without them..... it will be like the only child now that's bad....

-won't be going for the watch night service thing.... not around.. so i guess i won't count down for new year....

-never really did anything this holiday........ what a waste...

-i slim down a little already!!!!! but still not growing tall.... i realize i was getting fatter because of HUP SENG biscuits don't touch that people!! i mean but that's what i eat for breakfast every morning before i go to school..... but now not anymore...
-having this weird feeling again... arg! thats life i guess..... but i'm gonna just stay this way... after all that exprerice i had and just pray.

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-Holiday is coming to an end... have to go back to school back to the same old thing like every new year... meet new teacher, new friends(maybe), sitting beside people you don't want to......

-Homework, exam, homework, exam...... PMR, and some major exam next year... PMR have study yourself school not teaching you anything thats the prob with chinese school.......

-Didn't really enjoy this year christmas.... felt like some normal day haiz... didn't have family members all gathered togerther kinda stuff....

-i did caroling ahaha... not sure why... all i could say my voice.... i can't sing! thats the worst part... but it's pretty fun though...

-both my sis is leaving! it's gonna be so weird without them..... it will be like the only child now thats bad....

-won't be going for the watch night service thing.... not around.. so i guess i won't count down for new year....

-never really did anything this holiday........ what a waste...

-i slim down a little already!!!!! but still not growing tall.... i realize i was getting fatter become of HUP SENG biskuts don't touch that people!! i mean but thats what i eat for breakfast every morning before i go to school..... but now not anymore...
♥PEACE OUT..