I'm trying so hard not to fall.

I'm trying so hard to stay strong.

I'm trying so hard not to talk to myself.

I'm trying so hard to prove to everyone.

I'm trying so hard to not feel slow-witted.

I'm trying so hard not to say negative things about myself.

I'm trying so hard to smile sincerely.

I'm trying so hard to change.

I'm trying so hard to impress people.

I'm trying so hard to love myself.

I'm trying so hard to be perfect,

even though it's impossible.

I'm trying, I really am.

Please forgive me.

It's great to have that person beside you.

To hear you out, and actually listens and try to help.

If it's not real at least you did put on a good act.

it's so near,

I can even smell it,

It's calling out to me,

Telling me to get ready for it.

My mine is ready but my heart is not,

I'm not ready to face it,

Kept having what if in my mind,

Worry to have the same expectation and outcome.

That brings me down constantly,

Trying to psycho my mind,

Trying to be absolutely positive,

But in the end I doubt myself.

Jesus is with me,

I have to keep remembering that,

HE'll show me the way,

and lead me out of these maze,

and in the end I'll be out from it.

And it's all because of HIM.

Without Him I'm nothing,

Jesus is the way the truth and the life,

That I believe.

I can't wait to use that phrase to all the people who looked down at me.

I won't let those people who believed in me feel disappointed and have the thought of me not changing.

I'll get my trust back.

I'm so happy that Brooke Fraser song is on the radio :)

Really happy for her.

Can't wait for more of her <3

Really love her voice.

Her songs have different style to it.

I discovered her from hillsong united.

And I absolutely like her songs.

I hope her fans will also know hillsong from her.

And listen to their music and know Jesus.