Anger wouldn't solved any shit, it's not necessary. It's just.. It won't bring you anywhere. Neither will you. LONG PATIENTS AND LONG SUFFERING WITH JOY. Hmm.. good point. What happen? What happen to the Rachel which shut her mouth and walk away in any situation and escape from those unnecessary arguing stuff? Is it the age? Growing up? Or being influence by others? I hope not.. Weak?? Oh yes weak, or is it i couldn't take it anymore? Keeping everything to myself, smile and pretend you don't know anything. Since when primary school i faced many stuff and got used to it, and i used to think that i should thank them for whatever they did cause if wasn't for them i can't accept what people say. But i think it's a little too much right now, but i guess i just have to be strong enough.
Maybe it was because of just now, sitting in the bus thinking bout many things and feeling stupid on what i did, or was i thinking too much? Oh rachel stop doubting! I guess i was always confues by many things. I'm just a mess up girl.. Arg! Can someone cheer me up? No one?? Or there is?... DUMB. Oh i should stop saying bad things bout myself. Hey rachel someone say you look good right? Whoa.. stop there dun make me hate myself! ..... OK maybe we will try a new way.. like thankyou!
So many things right now... So rachel are you in love? "World Talking".... No bad word no bad word.. I was saying.. Are you crazy?! It's getting a little bit too far miss! Oops.. can't i ask? Can't face the truth? So who that? fine. Answer: God! haha ^^ .. human la~ nah.. tak ada la~Even if i do i will stop that from happening ^^. So there's someone la~ Nah.. My sis told me not to get into a relationship. Ah~ like i didn't know that... I have my goal! When i'm 17 or 18 only i will , even if anyone ask me i'm not that dumb to say yes my love! Despo me-r? I'll go like.. Ok. You wait for me when i'm 17 or 18 ^^ If that fella is gone with someone too bad la~ By that time i can say Thankyou LORD THANKYOU JESUS! at least i know his not into the serious relationship. I'm getting a little too far isn't it? Opps!
But i really feel better. (take a deep breath) ah~ so good ^^
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"Family"
Edward(me)-Bella(regina)
Alice(fang)---Jasper(regina)
Carlisle(Xin pin)--Esme(forgot>.<)
Emmett(Ah boy)-Rosalie(?)
Werewolf

Sam(Old Man)-Emily(me)
Jacob(me)
Embry, Quil..
Human
Charlie(old man)
renee(fang)
So not the right time to write list not with me...
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