1.History
Honestly speaking...i just hate it when theres yelling in the house...i mean who likes it...but of course it will happen at times,but i'm happy that is not happening for a long long long time...^^
2.S.T.F
But until...the phone bill came...before was like...not telling the amount...this time the price went down..good thing...i didn't use it...i won't telll who..anyway,my mum she was holding the bill saying"is here".i try to reach to the bill but mum swing it away from me...then my dad came in and race his voice with anger scolding xxx...that time i was having dinner...i got nothing to do with it so i clear the table and put the plates into the sink...and walk away heading to my room to bathe...
i guess i just never wanna hear all the stuff...so sick of it...
3.Realize
i grab my towel and sat on the toilet bowl wanted to burst into tears but i hold it back,cause i just don't want to...while i was bathing i realize sumthing about what pastor say in churh last week...then i realize i never pray for my family(what was i thinking)...all i pray was that me and my family will get good sleep,nice dreams,and of course i will become an actress is like crazy but a...yea.i wanted to become a designer (use to)...anyway...cause i don't i have it in me...
But come to think about it,the phone bill did gone down i mean maybe,don't yell but say "the bill has gone down Is a good thing hope it will be better.."but is totally not up to me to say...so a yea...S.I.C.K!
4.Hard
But i understand how my dad feels sort of and xxx...for my dad case he just disapointed about the bill and sometimes you just wish everything in this world is free...thats why is just a wish...he's just sad but i guess a man just never show how he feels...sometime i just wish my dad will just show how he feels in a soft way..but not in anger...(laugh).anyway...(sigh)...
5.Note

6.End
Thats all...But i have to say I do have a lovely family...No matter what...I been bless...thank god..^^