Cynthia.
I almost teared when I read your letter. It's okay that it's messy. It always happen right? :) mine is the same too. lol.. It's really crazy that we can be so close so fast. So nice. I'm so gonna miss you. I will keep that power point. Pinky promise. :) There's so many to type out. There are things I don't need to say I'm sure you know what's gonna come out from my mouth.
Sigh.. Time really flies. Babe, Stay strong. We're gonna separate but doesn't mean we won't meet again right? :) Next year prepare A4 papers in your bag okay? ;) when we think of each other take out that white blank of paper and filled it up with our classic writing lols.. and exchange it soon ;)
Ohh.. So gonna miss u. But hey we gonna have lots of fun soon yae? haha.. Tomorrow gonna meet up already. and we got our ten days thing. wow. We are gonna have a blast alright? I know you need me haha so thick skin to say that. But that's what you told me eh? Ohh.. ahha.. I will be there for sure. For you I can do it.
Hey our promise. Must always keep it in mind okay? Everything must tell each other okay? Tehee.. And our movie dates. Breaking Dawn, Percy Jackson. :) 3 of us. Like last time alright? and go Regin's place. Soak ourselves in the pool and chit chat. But let's not go to that toilet again. So spooky. I rmb tat i was trying to pretend that I'm not freaking out, afraid if I freak out you guys will freak out even more. End up trying to ask regin to continue her story and get distracted lols.. Oh.. This is one of our nice memories.
They're more like our table thing, writing to each other, sleeping in class together, laughing together in class. Sitting beside you is a bless, whenever I feel sad or hungry I'll always write it on your table. I didn't need to wait for recess to spit out my feelings. Cause your there by my side like literally beside me lols. You'll always lie down on my shoulder and always nearly fall down and grab the table and laugh to each other. I will keep it. But won't miss it.. Cause there gonna be even more nicer greater things ahead of us babe. Kl.La. :) So don't feel emo or sad. Smile. You glow when you smile. Keep that in mind. Love you. Muaks.

Rachel.

Just trying to do something right. I kept thinking if I don't I'm gonna mess things up after that. So I decided yea I should do something about this. It's time. Since my vision was cleared. When you left that few hours. I wasn't confuse anymore like my feelings, I was sure how I felt at that moment. I made up my mind at that time. I was sure. So yeah I did. Didn't felt any regret or worry at all. But after the result I felt did like I something wrong when it's suppose to right. But it's no point regretting everything when it's done. Like they said no point crying split milk. But I still feel so bothered like something is not done. But there's nothing. I just kept blaming myself on everything. Just wish I wouldn't. But my heart feel so heavy. I can't breath properly. Fish this. Really. Gosh.. I need to go somewhere I shout out loud. Ya that's all I have to say. What are you doing huh? :/

I love laughing with all ya guys, so much fun. We can laugh non stop but honestly if you think about it again it wasn't really funny why did we laugh anyway? haha.. But i love the feeling. When you laugh your mind is blank if you realize. When we laugh we look at each others faces not thinking about who's around us. When we try to control, we all sat in silents trying not to look at each other. But it felt weird. No more laughter but silents. But the silent never lasted. we begin to laugh again. There's nothing wrong with us we're just happy. I wish I could just keep on laughing. That's the only way you will stop thinking about all those weird stuff. I want drug. Laughter drug. Don't worry Isaac I won't eat you. :) Maybe I will :O just gimme those pills or your dead. Ha. Really wish to spent more amazing crazy insane days with all of you everyday. :) Peace out.

It's.. Oh Saturday. Ha. I'm well.. Sitting front of the computer. Obviously. Ha. Things been well.. Dull.. Boring. Sucks. Well, only one thing for sure I'm awake from it. I'm really awake from it. What was thinking? ha. Anyways.. It's over. :(:) ha. Now I feel like how he feels, ______. Yup, that's the word. I feel dead. Gloomy. For no reason. I thought I should happy. Ha. Well, i guess not.

Sometimes you think you got it right but nah. You didn't. Sometimes you just go over the limits. too much confidence. You didn't control. Sometimes you think he wouldn't notice. But you can be wrong at times. Maybe you're back to round one again. Everything is back to round one. Hmm..That's pretty bad eh? Ha. sometimes you just have to listen to that little voice inside of you or you might make things happen which you didn't want to. But who is to blame? No one. But you. You could avoid it but you choose not too. Greedy. Would be the word. You wanted more thats why. But it's okay just learn from you mistakes. Though you're just a small role in it. But come to think about it it's pretty big. You realize that this morning already. It's okay even he didn't realize that.But he will soon. He's just slow. Ha. Now, make him realize. That's all I have to say ;)

Ah.. It's a different Sunday for me. Didn't have that smile on my face when I woke up. The feeling that makes you go "Oh well.. Looks like a I fell asleep again ha." Miss it a lot. Everything. How lame can _ get sometimes. Just think you probably think when would this end. But I was selfish just wanna let it go on, only way to have that real sincere smile on my face. Going to school with joy. But when you reach school. Things are different. I wonder why. But you have friends around you to make you forget about it and just go bananas!